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[Dalal Khalid]

My first stopover:
Yesterday was a very special day in my life, it started so boring and mean as usual, I have that math exam that I have to study for, but I really don’t feel like studying before I start saying this I should mention that it’s my last year in high school and because of that fact I have to work really hard.
So, I like I was saying I didn’t feel like studying at all, so I as usual I was sitting on my bed with my laptop and chatting with friend checking my “Facebook, twitter, ask.fm, form spring, Gmail, Hotmail “
And all of these websites, because of the fact that I care about the people I love and I don’t want to let them down and ignore them ,so I kept chatting and laughing ‘till it’s 8:00 p:m I thought I should go and study ‘cause I’m not used to be careless about my education ,so I studied a few pages and then felt so bored again ,I want to spend time with the people I love and I care about ,but is it worth it to put my dreams away for it ?! , I don’t think so, I got passion I got dreams, where is that dream that I’ve fight for my whole life me being a doctor ,being a doctor will satisfy my ego ,because I know I will never feel good about myself ‘till proof myself for my inner mind for my family ,friends ,haters ,and the world to show them that I’m special exactly in the way I’ve always believed I am ,for this dream for this ambition I’ll fight as long as I’m breathing, every breath I take will push me towards ,yesterday I found my first stopover in life when I’ve read these words “don't I deserve such an honor ,I want to walk the path of excellence , the journey towards glory is full of challenges” ,and in that moment I realize I have to fight more ‘cause I know I deserve it ,I’m sure of it .
The day of my math exam:
In that day I woke up 3:oo a:m to study more ‘cause I wasn’t satisfied about what I did , I went to the school very tired but fighting to pay attention ,the sixth class was the time of my exam I’m happy to say that I’ve finished in 15 minute and did great ,I get back home and done some of my home works that I need to do it online and then started to write this ,I feel very proud of myself ,for some reason I believe my story will end up great and beautiful ,now I’ll go and study my other math exam ,and I know I’ll do just fine -inshallah- .
(One year ago)

[Dalal Khalid]

Hate that I’m that week:
Really ,I need to stop myself ,waking up every day feeling worthless feeling unwanted and acting like it’s nothing but it still get to me ,I know I’m special in some kind of way ,but it seems to me that my life keeps running but I’m standing on the same place ? ,what am I supposed to do when the best part of me feels hopeless ,I know all I need is love ,and that’s what I’m trying’ to give to myself every day ,that’s what I should take care of for now, because if I didn’t do this I won’t be able to take care of anyone else .
(5 months ago)

[Dalal Khalid]

I feels so bad I've realized I have an amazing writings for me but they are all on paper. I've printed them
and They are not on my hard disk anymore :(

[Unlucky]

المشاركة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة Dalal Khalid

My first stopover:
Yesterday was a very special day in my life, it started so boring and mean as usual, I have that math exam that I have to study for, but I really don’t feel like studying before I start saying this I should mention that it’s my last year in high school and because of that fact I have to work really hard.
So, I like I was saying I didn’t feel like studying at all, so I as usual I was sitting on my bed with my laptop and chatting with friend checking my “Facebook, twitter, ask.fm, form spring, Gmail, Hotmail “
And all of these websites, because of the fact that I care about the people I love and I don’t want to let them down and ignore them ,so I kept chatting and laughing ‘till it’s 8:00 p:m I thought I should go and study ‘cause I’m not used to be careless about my education ,so I studied a few pages and then felt so bored again ,I want to spend time with the people I love and I care about ,but is it worth it to put my dreams away for it ?! , I don’t think so, I got passion I got dreams, where is that dream that I’ve fight for my whole life me being a doctor ,being a doctor will satisfy my ego ,because I know I will never feel good about myself ‘till proof myself for my inner mind for my family ,friends ,haters ,and the world to show them that I’m special exactly in the way I’ve always believed I am ,for this dream for this ambition I’ll fight as long as I’m breathing, every breath I take will push me towards ,yesterday I found my first stopover in life when I’ve read these words “don't I deserve such an honor ,I want to walk the path of excellence , the journey towards glory is full of challenges” ,and in that moment I realize I have to fight more ‘cause I know I deserve it ,I’m sure of it .
The day of my math exam:
In that day I woke up 3:oo a:m to study more ‘cause I wasn’t satisfied about what I did , I went to the school very tired but fighting to pay attention ,the sixth class was the time of my exam I’m happy to say that I’ve finished in 15 minute and did great ,I get back home and done some of my home works that I need to do it online and then started to write this ,I feel very proud of myself ,for some reason I believe my story will end up great and beautiful ,now I’ll go and study my other math exam ,and I know I’ll do just fine -inshallah- .
(One year ago)

nice, but the above piece of writing sounds like your diary , you're describing what you have been through the day before the exam and on the exam day , just like if you were talking to a friends and telling them about your feelings at that time

you could gather all your writings that have the same style in one book and name it "Dalal Diary" , it would be lovely

[Unlucky]

المشاركة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة Dalal Khalid

Hate that I’m that week:
Really ,I need to stop myself ,waking up every day feeling worthless feeling unwanted and acting like it’s nothing but it still get to me ,I know I’m special in some kind of way ,but it seems to me that my life keeps running but I’m standing on the same place ? ,what am I supposed to do when the best part of me feels hopeless ,I know all I need is love ,and that’s what I’m trying’ to give to myself every day ,that’s what I should take care of for now, because if I didn’t do this I won’t be able to take care of anyone else .
(5 months ago)

I was touched by this
you are really writing from the heart and from experience , but if you want this to be published you should pick fancy words and have perfect grammar, which is not a big issue at this point.

"you have the writing skills, trust me, just try to use perfect grammar and "strong fancy story words

thanks

[Dalal Khalid]

^^^
Actullay I am not going to puplish this, I was just writing to let it go out of my chest

and I put it to show you my style
That's all and I'm glad you liked it too

[Unlucky]

^^^^
i guess that's why i liked it, because it was from the heart, you weren't feeling good and you picked your pen and wrote something really nice..

best writings are usually come from such situations

keep it coming

[Dalal Khalid]

^^^^
Thank you very very much

[Dalal Khalid]

(Decision): The word it’s all about.
Today I will tell you my story with it; I’ve always wanted to leave my foot prints on the sand of time, So you’ll know there’s something that I left behind.
When I leave this world I’ll leave with no regrets, I’ll be something to remember so you won’t forget, that I was here, that I did ,I’ve done everything that I wanted I’ll leave my mark in this world.
All of these wishes are nothing without making a decision ,this is how I’ll make a difference , I’ll do everything that I want ,I’ll make it more than I thought it will be ,sometimes I feel lazy ,bored, feels like I don’t want to do anything ,I cried , I screamed in other times .
But I keep on remembering these words
Which were told by a dear friend:
(Don’t I deserve such an honor? I want to walk the path of excellence)
And I keep on replying I deserve it, I can do it, and I will do it –inshallah-
Keep your faith in Allah, have the courage to take the most important decision which is believing in yourself.
Finally my last wish is: that one day I’ll let you know that I gave my all ,did my best ,brought someone to happiness
I’ll leave this world little better just because I was here
And in your own way I hope you will do it
May god bless you all for listening.
(Maybe 7 months ago I loved saying these words)

[Dalal Khalid]

Shame on me:
My heart beat is going faster and faster, I’ve died everyday waiting for a thousand years in a few minutes, this is how I feel when I think about my

(I wonder what was this writing about. I didn't finish it for some reason and I can feel my pain but I don't know it for sure)