My Dear Dairy

Today was :(141): a fantastic day
I just got back from a Chalet we rant for two days
It was marvelous , we had soOo much fun
We swam , played football :(281): and other games and swing on a long beautiful swing In fact , i learned how to swim without the wheel today
I was so scared from:(155): drowning at first but finaly i did it bravely
We had Grill for lunch , and it was very :(192):delicious
So , in general they were two days of my life i will never forget
And i hope they will happen again with all my family around me:004:
And always :004:Thank Allah for anything and everything

see ya

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Tomorrow inshaallah I'm going to have dinner with my friends.. So excited to meet them but they asked me to bring stuffed grapes leaves s
:cool:<<girls' s favorite drugs
:bawling:So I have alotta things to do and I can't sleep till now

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Unfortunately..i might lose my baby ..and im gonna have an abortion soon
May Allah help me ..i need to be strong
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المشاركة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة .Rosemary (المشاركة 12655217) . . Unfortunately..i might lose my baby ..and im gonna have an abortion soon May Allah help me ..i need to be strong . .:icon9::004:

I know exactly how u feel :verycute: . I'm sorry for what ur going :verycute: through
May Allah be with you

Dear diary

These days I'm so negative with ppl surrounding me , that because i keep think about getting reach to the perfect weight of mine , Inshallah I'll be srtong enough to minimize eating these fast food but the problem is, i become very weak every time i see this big M of McDonalds. My stomach goes like ' come on man !! only this time ' but it's actually every time

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Fast Food ,, i hate u , i hate when we first met , i hate the way i keep think about u , i hope u die


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